I feel terrible as I do not know many of you as much as I should. I am just, well crammed on time and I am very reserved now a days. I really should not be so much like this, but I think it is just something that will take practice with and I will try hard to get better with it. I know that it is hard for me to find time to do any art as well. It is not that I do not like doing art, but it is just time! I need more time!! (Can I ask for that for Christmas? XD)
@Damien is my closest and bestest of friends. I really stress this, and I stress this so hard: I would not be where I am today with out her. She has helped be so much grow into a much stronger person that is growing more of a backbone. She has challenged me to be a stronger and more assertive person than the person that just bends over and takes it in the ass. She helped me so much this year with working hard to achieve my biggest dream to become a falconer, putting in hours upon hours of study time, she was the first one to learn I passed my exam. She was there when I got my first hawk, but was also there when the fates took that hawk back home. She was the first to know about just, everything. She is basically part of my family now! She has laughed with me, cried with me, celebrated the victories! Sometimes it can be hard, as I am very different than her, so we have had to learn a lot about each other as well. I am happy to know her, I do not feel that I deserve her as a friend. I am excited because hopefully soon I will get to see her in person, and I really hope that all happens. Some times I do not feel worthy but, I think that the fates knew I needed a friend like her. Someone strong, someone not afraid of every thing like me. ( I am working on it Dami!)
I am sorry I know not many of you, I hope that I can try to be more active. But I basically trust whoever Damien trusts. She has spoken nothing but kindness to this group and I hope that I will know more of you soon!
@Damien is my closest and bestest of friends. I really stress this, and I stress this so hard: I would not be where I am today with out her. She has helped be so much grow into a much stronger person that is growing more of a backbone. She has challenged me to be a stronger and more assertive person than the person that just bends over and takes it in the ass. She helped me so much this year with working hard to achieve my biggest dream to become a falconer, putting in hours upon hours of study time, she was the first one to learn I passed my exam. She was there when I got my first hawk, but was also there when the fates took that hawk back home. She was the first to know about just, everything. She is basically part of my family now! She has laughed with me, cried with me, celebrated the victories! Sometimes it can be hard, as I am very different than her, so we have had to learn a lot about each other as well. I am happy to know her, I do not feel that I deserve her as a friend. I am excited because hopefully soon I will get to see her in person, and I really hope that all happens. Some times I do not feel worthy but, I think that the fates knew I needed a friend like her. Someone strong, someone not afraid of every thing like me. ( I am working on it Dami!)
I am sorry I know not many of you, I hope that I can try to be more active. But I basically trust whoever Damien trusts. She has spoken nothing but kindness to this group and I hope that I will know more of you soon!
